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Today, March 1st 2010, is Self Injury Awareness Day. I feel kinda bad, I forgot to wear orange today, but I will wear orange tomorrow. It doesn't really matter what day it's on, just spreading awareness is the point, which you can do anyday. First SIAD in a long while that I don't have fresh self inflicted wounds on my body. I am currently harm-free. Which, in itself, is something to celebrate. But, the day isn't over, I am currently having a difficult day. I honestly don't know what's going to happen. Hope you all are having a fabulous spring. ~Seräh

Merely there. Apathetic numbness to severe depression, back and forth, a hundred times a day. What is the purpose in that?

My laptop, my cell phone, my TV, my job, my friends, my art, my happiness.... She is going to successfully destroy my life it seems like. Locked up, forced to talk to her, or nobody at all. She doesn't want me going to school, she wants me to stop drawing the art I like drawing, she wants me to quit my job, she doesnt want me associating with my closest friends, she thinks my TV and laptop make me not able to sleep, and I don't know her reasoning for the cell phone. I think she's punishing me. But I haven't done anything. Being punished for being depressed? That's bullshit.